Yippie!!!!

Finally, after a month long waiting, last night my mom let me buy Mac Book 2.4 with my dad!
Actually, I should buy it next week, buy my mom said, it's okay if I want to buy it now!

Then I went to iBox EX, but Mac Book 2.4 White if out, there is just Mac Book 2.4 Black and Mac Book 2.1. I was soooo disappointed. But I won't give up so I went to iBox MKG3, and it's also the same. They only have Mac Book 2.4 Black and 2.1. The price is quite much different with same specification only the black color makes it more expensive 2 million IDR. They don't know when the white one will come, then I decided to buy the Black one buy cover it with light purple cover sticker so it still looks pretty!

Then finally I bought Mac Book 2.4 Black in iBox MKG3. I got speaker for the bonus. And the sales man also give me NeoOffice and YM for Mac installed on my Mac Book!

Finally Buy a Domain!

After considering for sometimes, finally I have decided to by a domain. But it still in the process now. So you'd better wait for the progress!!!

Basic Astronomy Course

Last night I started to attend Basic Astronomy Course. Well, since younger I always excited to learn about our solar system, about universe. Even when I want to go to college I ever thought to take astronomy class, but then I decided to take computer science coz it more popular at that time. But now I realize popular subject doesn't mean a thing if you don't really like it. So I have to struggle finish my computer science for 4 years. And now I ever thinking to take master degree in astronomy which people thing it's impossible or useless. Well, I won't take the gamble anyway, so I think starting with taking the course will be good for me coz later I can decide to stay in my line (Technical Writer) or take the new line (Astronomy).

I ever read a biography about woman of Nasa whose back ground is Computer Science and she even has a same career with me too as Technical Writer before she join the Nasa. No one knows when and where miracles will come... Hoping it's me the next woman is!

Let Your Heart Speaks

On Friday there was a quite huge accident happened to me! I give my primary phone to him for couple days because his phone is still in the service in the consideration I still have the other phone. But it this case, I'm totally forgotten that my other phone has run out of battery and I really.., really didn't realize it until I've left alone in the office (he has meeting @7PM).

I gave him my phone at about 06.30 PM so I told him not to turn on the phone now but he should spare sometimes to avoid the phone hang because it's been turn on and off in the very tight frequency. But I really forgot about the phone lock.

Couple hours later... I was waiting for my mom but it's already almost 8PM she hasn't here yet and there even no message from her. Then I checked my phone. Then....

OMG.... at first I thought the light was off but it's been locked. But when I tried to unlocked-it I realize that my phone has shut off automatically because it is run of battery!!!

I spent some more minute to think what should I do. May be let it off ten minutes or so can turns it on again. Well, my assumption was right for a while. When I checked my bag, there was a light shining through the darkness in my black bag, then I reached my phone and YES it was turned on. I receive a message from a friend text me: "Rhea, he asks the Phone Lock"

When I want to reply the message, tetttowwww.... "The battery is too low. Recharge soon. The phone will automatically shut down"...

Ok, now I really in trouble! I gave my primary phone to him to make us easy to communicate, but look what happen?!?!?!?

Then I went back to my office and tried the best to text them (my mom and my friend who text me). But there is no delivery report. I became more frustrated, then I saw there is some people at ops, then I ask to allow me send a text message to my mom, then luckily they let me did that! But I only text my mom, not also my friend. I realize that when I have left the office to wait for my mom near the street.

I've waited from an hour but there is still no sign. Then I started doubt either the SMS was delivered or not. Then I'm starting to loose my pride... I look at the people who cross near me who hold a phone. I want to get to them and ask them to borrow the handset. Then the choice pointed to the security guard!

I asked him to borrow his hand set, then I use my card on it and call my mom. I also tried to call my friend, then he said, "I'm already on the way home. I'm not with him anymore. I'm sorry, I didn't check the incoming SMS" *VERY GOOD!!!!!*

All I've done is worthless...
I only have 1 hope left... I hope my heart can be connected to his heart... I say that phone lock number every second and wishing it will come to him. He will discover it...

@09.00 I borrow my dad's phone, I place my SIM card on it, and suddenly... a text message coming... and it's from him!!! He has successfully discover the phone lock number!!! Yippie!!!

I think when we have a great faith on something, there is something called MIRACLE exist! I think it is true that our heart can say a word and can be connected to someone's heart...

Mommy is coming home

Finally, after gave me an instant shock therapy, today the doctor has allowed my mom to go home. But now my health is getting worse. This flu is killing me. I'm cold, freezing, high fever.... brrr.... the last but not least worst headache ever!

Thank's for the second chance

Last night Arief came to the hospital late at night. Then we went out for some foods near the street. We talked about many things related to mother. Mother in general. I share some of the slacks between my mom and I. Then he told me that I'm so lucky coz I still have a second chance to pay all my sins to mom. Coz he has lost that opportunity. He told me about things that never passed on my mind how it will be if we lost our one and only mother. He said, "It feels like driving a car with 1 wheel, feels so incomplete... It really hard... And the hardest one if we ever hurt mom's heart and made her sad. It will be a huge guilty that nothing could pay it! When a "sorry" can not be said anymore. When the warms has gone forever..."

I don't want to get through that guilty for the rest of my life. I must give the best while I still have that opportunity. And now I also realize about her acts lately. She seems has worst tempered ever! There is no time, no second without yelling! But now I realize what do all those things mean. What hidden behind her mad. Actually, she isn't mad, but she is sad... Sad to see her one and only daughter like this... Living this though moments which changed me slowly become someone whose further from her...

I don't want to be the one whose regret at the end. I don't want to live with that guilty feeling. I even can't believe myself I've been so hard to her lately... She must be so disappointed to me so bad.

Thanks God still gives me a second chance. I promise to give my best for this second chance. He has brought over me the greatest meaning of a mother. All of us only have one person who give us birth. We have to take and keep what we already have. Every mother has their own habits. Like it or not, they are our mother. A person who has patiently keep us for 9 month and bet her own life just to give us birth... I feel so mean and sorry... I will try to understand her more... And never let her down anymore...

I'm sure, if we make our moms happy, then automatically no matter how, our own lives will full filled with happiness too.

Luv you mom!!!
Kisses for mother...

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About Somebody

What would you do if you were disappointed by somebody you count on the most?

What would you do if you feel to leave them behind but you just couldn't do?

What would you do if some thing that you love hurts you the most?
What would you do if you stand on the sharp-pointed bridge?

When your respect turns to crestfallen...
When your trust turns to doubt...

When your smile turns to tears...

What would you do...?

Quite Tough Day

On Monday after lunch I was told by my cousin if my mom was in the hospital's emergency room. I thought she was just went there consciously, but then I knew that she was brought there by her sisters and niece(my other cousin). Then about 2 o'clock I get there and she has slowly conscious. She had black out for a while therefore she thought it's already late at night actually it's still 3 o'clock in the afternoon.

Honesty, I was panic. Never been more panic than that time. And I also realize how much she meant to me. In my pray I just ask God, "Please not now. Please not now, please....". I really thank God I got another change to be with her longer.

I stayed at the hospital on Monday night and of course I couldn't sleep at all over the night. On Tuesday I didn't went to the office coz I can't left her yet and beside I didn't got enough sleep on the night. Now, her condition is getting better. And I think I wanna call her right now to make sure how is she doing at this moment.

Fitness First Pacific Place Platinum

Since Sunday July 5th, 2008, I became a member of Fitness First Pacific Place Platinum. At first I thought it will cost so much being a member there regarding its name "Platinum". It must be costs platinum also, but when I talked with the marketing, it's so far from word "Platinum" price!

I forgot how exactly it costs but I decided to get a member there because I only have to pay less than IDR 500K per month with more than enough facility I got. Couple years ago when Celebrity Fitness open its first club in EX, I joined the club too. I took a 1 year contract but I just use it for the first three months. I hope it won't happen again here!

The equipments is more high-tech than in the Celebrity Fitness in EX but I don't know now coz it's about couple years ago. But one major different between these two clubs are, in Fitness First the monthly fee included FREE soft drink, black tea, flavored tea, black coffee, and ofcourse mineral water. And they also provide FREE original DVD rental!

Besides, they have 2 separated studios, first for the Mind Body Studio and the other is Group Exercise Studio. And the membership is also valid in Fitness First around the world. Not only in Indonesia but also around the world.

Last night was my second night working out my body, but the first night I use Personal Trainer. Then what makes me more excited to work my body there is I met my old friend!!! Finally I have a friend there! She is my senior in softball when I was in collage. And I don't know, since I workout my body, my mind feels fresher and I feel like have new spirit in life. I feel like more and very bouncy! Maybe it is the affect of health living. I just hope my excitement not only at the beginning as usual but it will hanging on till forever and make my health stable and gives me great mind and body!